ihatekatexx

Wed, 16 May 2007 21:26:26 GMT

Weellll...

Haven't written in this in forever. Recap of my life at the moment(like any of you care):

1. Less than a month until I graduate. So fucking stoked!

2. I will be attending CCSN in the fall for either architecture or history.

3. I will be moving out over summer with my bff Carly! Can we say party?

4. I have a wonderful boyfriend named Victor. He's gorgeous, impossible, and crazy but I love it.

5. I have no job...looking. So let me know!

6. I get a car in 2 weeks! Weeeeeeee!!!

7. I've gained like 15 pounds. Beer has run amock in my body. Victor and I are going to start working out though.

MMm yup that's been me the past few months. Let me know what's upppp.

Sun, 10 Dec 2006 06:29:30 GMT

Haven't been on this in years. Senior year is amazing. Now I just need a girlfriend. Any takers?

Mon, 14 Aug 2006 03:39:07 GMT

About two weeks til school starts. This summer was way too short. SO fucking excited about my last year of high school. But I am definatly pleased with the past few months. Crazy as hell. Met so many amazing people and did things I never thought I would. Met a special someone. Only shitty part is I haven't seen my BFFs in what seems like months. :[

Thu, 03 Aug 2006 05:11:35 GMT

I'm barely ever on this shit, or the whole computer for that matter anymore. Which is fantastic! Best summer ever. Tons of friends, the special someone, and lots of drugssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thu, 27 Jul 2006 21:59:54 GMT

SO over the computer.

shittt

Sun, 09 Jul 2006 08:35:46 GMT

love my fucking life. :]

Mon, 26 Jun 2006 18:06:51 GMT

I fucking love summer. and dreads...

I work too much...

Sun, 18 Jun 2006 21:16:10 GMT

really I do. I want to plan a trip down to six flags soon. Who's down?

I'm very sick.

Tue, 06 Jun 2006 04:08:34 GMT

Everything hurts. My throat is jacked from my cough, so it hurts every time I swallow and I cough so hard I gag. I have a lump in my throat, that better go away or else I have to get tested for cancer. I have the chills, but it's like 90 outside. My nose is runny. My back hurts. My head hurts. I fell jumping ( literally) into the shower today so I have bruises all up and down my arms and legs. haha. And I can't even keep my eyes open. Tell me what's wrong with meeee!!!!!!!!!! And what really sucks, is I have finals allll this week. :/ But Taylor is awesome for taking care of me and keeping me warm.

Sun, 04 Jun 2006 19:42:34 GMT

+ Last week of school.
- Finals.

+ SAT done.
- Woke up at 7:50 and almost didn't make it.

+ Had a good night with my babyboy.
- He's stressed, but I think I helped.

+ I got a raise at one of my jobs!
- My only days off this week are today and tomorrow.

+ I got to see Carly and Jen last night.
- I feel like I didn't get my total fill of Carly and Jen hanging out time. :/

++++++++ No more dumb bitch drama!

pride. :]

Sun, 14 May 2006 19:29:49 GMT

http://magical-carlita.livejournal.com/28138.html

check out the pictures.

Thu, 11 May 2006 02:42:02 GMT

ahhhhhhhhhh. fan-fucking-tastic. i totally think i'm going to start brushing up on my hebrew. i learned it for 9 years, can't be that hard to pick it up again right?

most amazing lyrics

Mon, 24 Apr 2006 02:44:01 GMT

"What It's Like"

We've all seen the man at the liquor store beggin for your change
The hair on his face is dirty, dreadlocked and full of mange
He ask the man for what he could spare with shame in his eyes
Get a job you fuckin slob's all he replied

God forbid you ever had to walk a mile in his shoes
Cause then you really might know what it's like to sing the blues
Then you really might know what it's like

Mary got pregnant from a kid named Tom who said he was in love
He said don't worry about a thing baby doll I'm the man you've been dreamin of
But three months later he said he won't date her or return her call
And she sweared god damn if I find that man I'm cuttin off his balls
And then she heads for the clinic and she gets some static walkin' through the doors
They call her a killer, and they call her a sinner, and they call her a whore

God forbid you ever had to walk a mile in her shoes
Cause then you really might know what it's like to have to choose
Then you really might know what it's like
I've seen a rich man beg
I've seen a good man sin
I've seen a tough man cry
I've seen a loser win
And a sad man grin
I heard an honest man lie
I've seen the good side of bad
And the down side of up
And everything between
I licked the silver spoon
Drank from the golden cup
Smoked the finest green
I stroked daddies dimes at least a couple of times
Before I broke their heart
You know where it ends
Yo, it usually depends on where you start

I knew this kid named Max
He used to get fat stacks out on the corner with drugs
He liked to hang out late at night
Liked to get shit faced
And keep pace with thugs
Until late one night there was a big gun fight
Max lost his head
He pulled out his chrome .45
Talked some shit
And wound up dead
Now his wife and his kids are caught in the midst of all of his pain
You know it crumbles that way
At least that's what they say when you play the game

God forbid you ever had to wake up to hear the news
Cause then you really might know what it's like to have to lose
Then you really might know what it's like
To have to lose...

Totally remember this song from back in the day. Then Teryn turned it on at David's house. Ohhhh the weeked. Went by too fast but was nonetheless good. Ditched eighth. Went to look for challah with Carly. Couldn't find any so we bought cheese its. Then our game. Carly farted in the dugout. Lost to Bonanza. Went to the carnival!!!!! So much fun. But after like 2 hours everyone got sick. Saturday had work. Really busy. Then Ashley picked me up and we went to Wal-Mart with Markus where I was climbing boxes and ripped my pants completely up the crotch with no underwear on! Yess. So I put on some basketball shorts and walked around the store like that. Then stole some new jeans. Got beer and everything was good. Then we went to David's. Played drinking spin the bottle. Haha. Went to back to Ashley's and watched the 50 cent movie. It wasn't that bad. I was surprised. Woke up at like 12. She made me breakfast. :] Plus because of Teryn and our love for animals we decided we will try really hard not to eat meat. Whew. Tried this before and it worked for like a month. Now I am sitting. I just finished a whole bag of cotton candy. And I'm going to go work out. :]:]:]

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Wed, 19 Apr 2006 01:30:05 GMT

Everything worked out perfectly. Timing and everything. Met the most AMAZING girl. and I have my first girlfriend. :] The past two days have been soo much fun thanks to her. I am just in an overall good mood.

Sun, 02 Apr 2006 04:08:09 GMT

Last night was interesting. Not good or bad just interesting. I say some stupid shit when I'm drunk and think stupid shit. Or maybe I just think and say what I actually want to? I think I've pretty much made myself not care about anyone just so I won't have to feel bad. Whatever. It works. I got my Jen and Carly. And that's all I neeeddd. Me and Carly both had our problems. AND FUCK STUPID WHORES TO LIKE TO FUCK OTHER PEOPLE'S BOYFRIENDS. IF YOU'RE THAT DESPREATE FOR COCK THEN YOU NEED TO DIE. AND FUCK BOYS WHO CAN'T KEEP THEIR SHIT IN THEIR PANTS. AND FUCK MEN WHO DON'T TREAT JEN'S MOM RIGHT! haha ok. I feel better now.

Sun, 26 Mar 2006 17:11:09 GMT

I thought this would be easy, and that it wouldn't be a problem to understand people of the same sex. But it is. Girls are so emotional, flakey, and confusing. I now know what boys are talking about. I think the only reason why I'm whining about this is because I haven't gotten any in like a week.

On another note, my family is going broke and I now have to use my paychecks to provide for them. Fucking sweet! Now I will be broke all the time and paying for people who treat me like shit! And the really funny part is that my dad sits at home all day and gets drunk! Haha. Fuckhead. The only reason I do it is for my mom. She doesn't deserve this shit.

I want to start over. :/

Haha and this is all because I haven't got any. Damn. Just give me my fucking sex.

Thu, 23 Mar 2006 02:07:44 GMT

I have a feeling my heart is about to be broken. So I am back to my cynical, pimpin self. No relationships. No feelings. Just fun. It's been working for the past month. It will keep working. Amazing, beautiful girls...stay away. You're nothing but trouble. Carly knows what's upppppp.

Note to self:

Wed, 22 Mar 2006 05:46:31 GMT

DON'T START LIKING HER. DON'T START LIKING HER. DON'T START LIKING HER. DON'T START LIKING HER. DON'T START LIKING HER. DON'T START LIKING HER. DON'T START LIKING HER. DON'T START LIKING HER. DON'T START LIKING HER. DON'T START LIKING HER. DON'T START LIKING HER. DON'T START LIKING HER. DON'T START LIKING HER. DON'T START LIKING HER. DON'T START LIKING HER.

Mon, 13 Mar 2006 05:28:54 GMT

<td align="center"> kathryn gonzales --
[noun]:

A person who is constantly high

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com</td>

hahahaha. this is for you carly. to show that i am meant to be high.

my friday night...

Mon, 06 Mar 2006 00:38:06 GMT

http://magical-carlita.livejournal.com/25193.html?view=178025#t178025

Hii Everyone.

Sun, 12 Feb 2006 17:41:22 GMT

I haven't been on this in a while. Lot of shit going on. But I am overly happy.
Plus it's getting warmer. Thank Godddd.
I'm trying out for softball and going to be the manager for boys volleyball so I can keep busy.
Liking someone. Which is always a plus. Not dealing with dumb boy drama anymore.
Carly and I are customers of the week at starbucks!!!!!!!!! Be jealous, be very jealous.
I think I'm going to finish up my classes this summer online. Then try to work full time my whole senior year. Good idea or nay? Let me know.
It's starting to look like I'll have no valentine. Which I'm starting to feel better about. :]
My friends have been amazing through my coming out. Especially Carly. Hooking me up with all the hotties. Lol.
Everything is really amazing right now. I love it.

Fri, 03 Feb 2006 04:32:43 GMT

I hate my family. I hate how my mom is suicidal. I hate how my dad is an alcoholic. I hate how my brother has epilepsy. I hate how we have no money, but my mom still feels the need to gamble away hundreds of dollars. I hate how my dad threatens to beat everyone up, because that is the only way he can feel better about himself. I hate how my shower doesn't work. I hate how I try not to eat, because I think I'm fucking HUGE. I hate how I'm crying. Over a fucking family that means nothing. Over people that will be out of my life as soon as I leave. Crying about my dumb insecurities. Once I leave I'm never coming back. Fuck Vegas. Fuck everything as of right now.

That was overdue. Sorry. I haven't had a good pity session in months.

Thu, 05 Jan 2006 04:52:04 GMT

Since I'm such a lazy ass I'm filling out job applications online. So I'm filling out the one for Suncoast and this question comes up:

Having a joint or beer for lunch helps you to deal with people better.

True
False

true?

Mon, 02 Jan 2006 07:42:23 GMT

http://www.worldofwonder.net/image1/disrobics.wmv

peed my pants.

Sat, 31 Dec 2005 01:08:28 GMT

My new years resolution is to stop littering. :] Tell me yours.